Post for the sake of it

Last six months were difficult to say the least. There were deep frustrations, anguish, disgust, head spinning thoughts, fruitless endeavors, huge mistakes, friends, parents, careers, money, satisfaction, brother’s concern, mother’s love, jealousy, core, software,mba,mtech and hell lot of talks talks talks about what went wrong what others did right what can be done what shouldn’t be repeated, invisibility, orkut, twitter, facebook, etc etc etc.

Of course there were things that kept me going those that made me feel wanted a silver lining a glimmer of hope- books, movies, bakul, jogging, basketball, swimming.

extra mile

by luck or by hard work it is that one extra mile that takes you from mediocrity to superiority. I never felt the need of putting in that desired effort to meet my end but now its like the more i try to push myself the more i go deep into the shell of lethargic attitude.

Smell of Winter

if season played a role in your life

this one is the best to make your strive

mind, body, soul all speak in the same breadth

there is no reason why i cannot come out of this dire strait

never mind

superficiality is the order of the day

hypocrisy is what helps it to stay

it does not matter how much one had tried or fought

i am what i am not

so is my mental state but still i will hang on

and look for ways to tread upon

Thts

I have been dealing with nothingness for the past three months mainly keeping busy myself by reading novels, watching movies and hell lot of brooding. There were times of extreme ecstasy specially when you complete a good novel but usually those moments were subdued by a tinge of frustration. But that small amount is more than sufficient to take my mind to the height of pessimism.

Thts

My friends say they are lucky because they cant find an ideal friend like me but i cannot say the same,

My parents say I am the ideal son that every parent yearn for but i can understand their hidden apprehensions,

My aspirations are too big but i have a bigger doubt on my ability,

My life has been a tremendous run untill now where it refuses to start,

Review “kaminey”

off late i have been watching a lot of films(virtually nothing else to do) and it includes both the desi made and movies from the Hollywood. Out of all these movies nothing has had such an impact upon me than “KAMINEY”. When i came out of the theatre i was elated and felt delighted that finally i got my money’s worth after a long time thanx to exorbitant hype by some other films such as Luck, Kambhakth ishq where I spent a good amount to no avail.

Here is a movie with no foriegn location, no involvement in sexist jokes to create cheap humour yet it comes out with a bang as one of the intelligent movie of this year. If you are a guy ritchie fan then you should not miss out for this one. It has all the quality which you generally see in a Hollywood flick such as rocknrolla,snatch. It has got a very healthy script and never compromises on dialogue.

fed up

i am fed up of my incompetence

fed up of moving around with friends i don’t like to

fed up of giving excuses for every failure

fed up of being in the league of mediocrity

fed up of listening to what others have achieved

fed up of hiding guilt from my parents

fed up of watching b grade movies

fed up of lying to myself

fed up of trying different ways to revive myself

fed up of giving reasons to excuses

fed up of searching for my aim in life

fed up of getting confued in trivail matters

fed up of hearing the same line “kya kar raha hai” WTF

fed up of “freshersworld.com”

fed up of self introspection

buckle up

gettin positive vibes from all corners……went to watch love aaj kal and to my surprise i enjoyed the movie. Not quite like Jab we met but decent enough to keep you hooked to the screen for two hours. i specially liked that punjabi clad girl called Giselle Montero in real and guess what!!! she is a Brazillian model doing an Indian Traditional role. I wish she could help Shruti Haasan and give her some acting tips

Writing

i am not a literary genius nor an average writer but if i make myself to write as much as i am writing now i feel happy so why not i do this regularly